When you hear the horns and drums
And now the world is here for me
I’m trying to see what became of thee
I’m asking how much else can I afford?
Am I just a pawn upon this board?
Hands tied and the masses cry for more
Feel it to the core, I’ve been here before
Your words cannot hurt me
Unlucky like I have been cursed
I can hit back, need no sorcery
I’ll fight until I’m worthy
This fate won’t be my destiny
I don’t care what they say to me
It’s so unclear why I’m so unlucky
I now fear each and every day
This pain inside, this feeling I can’t hide,
I realize this misfortune’s by design
Find myself over a bridge
And this feeling ain’t right
Fires around and I’m not burning
Is this a dream, am I just learning?
My battle’s on the inside
Might be a laugh, but really, I’m hurting
What is behind the curtain?
Queens say I’m a disaster
They chase me for my laughter
Now the bells are ringing louder
Heavy’s the head that wears the crown
I don’t care what they say to me
It’s so clear why I’m so unlucky
I don’t fear each and every day
This pain inside, this feeling I won’t hide,
I realize this misfortune’s my design